Life burnout

I know, two posts in one day, but life is so sooo boring today, and I realized how truly sad and pathetic of a life I lead. I used to promise myself that I would never be boring, no matter what, and now, I realize that I have been boring for a very long time. Sad. Anyway, there are only five people who read this and one of them is me, and to top it all off, I have run out of witty things to say. How terrible is that, and now that I am married, nothing ever interesting happens, and I don't have any new stories to tell. Perhaps it's because I'm living in conservativeville where NOTHING exciting ever happens, and now that I'm not in on the dating scene, I don't have any horror stories (not that I'm complaining) but I am now boring. Irish works evenings, I don't have a car and so I sit at home watching "Hogan knows best". Although very entertaining, I am so boring. And tonight and tomarrow night, again I will sit at home, doing nothing wasting away into nothingness in the boredom of my sad existance. Now don't think I'm feeling sorry for myself, cause lets face it, I'm not, I've just come to grip with who I am and what an entirely pathetic life I lead...

Even as I think about it, what am I going to do this weekend. And the answer is? Nothing. Irish and I will sit on the couch doing nothing on the imbetween and waste the day away. I need to get a life. Even if we did have money, which we don't because we are poor, we still wouldn't do anything. By the way, I hate being poor, I can't wait until I graduate and make money so I don't have to worry so much. Sad thing is, I think this is the beginning of worrying about money for the rest of my life. I hate that. Why does being married have to come with so much more worry and angst. I mean don't get me wrong being worried is tough, and we haven't even hit the hard patches yet...At least we got through the wedding, which I didn't think was possible and almost without a scratch. I'm still trying to rest from ALL the work we did, but I'm getting there, maybe in a year I'll be back to my old self.

I mean I used to bungee jump and smash pumkins with bats and launch snowballs on unsuspecting victims, which is a big thing because here in Utah county snowballs are against the law. stupid huh? I mean I used to live on the edge, the edge of what I'm not sure, but on the edge of something anyway. And now I am boring. I guess all I have to look forward to is scuba lesson coming in a few weeks. That's not too boring right? I'm only 21 and I'm already a life burnout. That's pathetic.

Lunch

So I ate a Marie Calander's Chicken Pot Pie, which by the way are soo good, and you can put them in the microwave. (They have this cooker thingy in the top of the box that crisps up your pot pie, and it really does. I was skeptical at first, but now that I've tried them time upon time they cook up to perfection every time, just like mom's --or like they were oven cooked) Like I was saying, I ate a pot pie for lunch, but I go home for lunch and didn't have much time, because of the only having one hour deal, any way, the pot pie took 15 min to cook ( I have a sucky micorwave) and them I scarfed it down, but then I had to get back to work, Seymore was alone, and now my stomach just hurts, so the moral of the story is...By a Marie Calander's chicken pot pie, but don't eat it in 5 min flat... Or a serious nap and stomach ache will insue..It's all I can do to keep from falling asleep.

So during another boring day at work, Seymore and I entertained ourselves at chucknorrisfacts.com which very well may be one of the best cites I've ever been too, and I don't even like chuck...Ahh...the genius of those who place their inner most thoughts on the web...What would we do without their genius. When Al Gore decides to dismantle the internet, we will miss them sorely....

Summer

How sad that I now covet the days of summer when I used to run around the neighborhood with the gang, swim all day and not worry about school for a full three months...Now, I'm a working women. Here I sit, next to Seymore, gazing outside with glazed eyes and a tear for the time that's past. Never again will I have summer like that...My golden tan from the beach is fading fast (Honeymoon) and now I don't have much time to sun bathe, that's what an eight hour day will do to you. Baby steps to 1:15 when I get to take a lunch break. How sad. My first day back and I'm not too too happy to be here. Just seven more weeks till school starts. And seriously, I can't wait. Sad and pathetic I know, but what can I do? I'm doomed to stay a nerd forever, I just hope my nerdiness isn't genetic. But as for me and Seymore, (I know I know Seymore and me) at least we have eachother. And, it looks like we might get an outing today during this time of doomed loneliness and boredom. We'll make it. And I get to celebrate a new holiday next week. Pioneer day. I mean that's cool and all, celebrating the pioneers and all they went through, and I get a day off of work. Mostly, I just excited to celebrate a new holiday. I'm not even sure what I am supposed to do, I'll ask Seymore, she'll know... Whatever it is, I'm sure it's exciting. It's Pioneer day for pete's sake! (Ok, truthfully, it's a little strange, but I'll take a day of work anytime!)

I made it!

So I am now married, and for those of you that are afraid, it's not that bad. In truth, being married isn't really that different from dating, except I get to do married things (copme on guys you aren't stupid, use your imagination) and I get to live with a boy. Which is kindof weird. It's the first time in my life EVER that I don't have a female roomate...weird... Anyway we got through the I do's and the honeymoon, so we are doing ok... But lots of things have happened, I'm back in Utah and have already begun to dry up like a prune, I have turned from a young lass to a 80 year old lady in a matter of three days. Ok, I don't look bad, but that's what I feel like. But on the upside, Seymore and I get to work together again, which makes life and work much more interesting. But the well of knowledge and Ideas is running dry today folks. I have a new last name. It's eleven letters long...I went from four letters to eleven. I'm having a hard time adjusting....